i know that i'm being replaced. that feeling of unwanted is overwhelming and i see myself analyzing what to do around this girl who used to be very close with me. i've started becoming more quiet and trying to find conversation starters but when i actually initiate the convo, it gets awkward. i try my best not to make it awkward but it does and i just keep to myself. and i haven't been being a good friend to her, so i understand why but i'm trying to save everything.
lets call the girl A. and the girl i'm being replaced with B. so before i met A during my middle school years, she's known B first and they were close then. but as middle school ended and high school started, A and i became close. but now that sophomore year's a few months away from summer, A has been hanging with B. at first i brushed it off but A was always looking for B, talking to B, and hanging with B. yeah call me jealous because i miss talking about weird things with A.
i sound possessive but i'm not. crap, i sound like an overemotional preteen but really, i don't know what to do anymore.
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