20100128
20100127
breathe in breathe out
today is making me feel depressed. i received my final grade for first semester and i found out that i did not pass my ap euro class. god fmlfmlfml -- well its my fault anyways because i didnt put in the extra time and effort to pass the class.
today is the last day of being fifteen. then i turn sixteen tomorrow.
i notice that as i age each year, i grow a bit quieter. like 2% quieter. because two years ago, i'm pretty sure that i was louder than i am now. growing up finally caught up to me.
today is the last day of being fifteen. then i turn sixteen tomorrow.
i notice that as i age each year, i grow a bit quieter. like 2% quieter. because two years ago, i'm pretty sure that i was louder than i am now. growing up finally caught up to me.
20100122
you give me hope
i honestly don't know. at first, my heart was set on becoming an author but what id that plan fails? i've got to create a plan b and work around that plan in case plan a fails.
indeed. being perfect seems to be the easy way in life but that glittering image just fades from time because there is no flaw that keeps people coming back for more. its like how we treat our idols; they seem to lead the perfect lives but what they do makes people like paparazzi's dive into their personal lives.
"if you can't have the person you love, love the one you're with now."
one after another
there are two types of cruelty in this world : people who initiate the abuse and people who stand by while doing nothing. in most situations, people who initiate the pain seem to be the most cold-hearted, but there are times what the latter does is just unbelievable. just standing there and turning the other cheek?
i found myself to be in that situation a few weeks ago. you could call me a hypocrite because i did the same thing i just criticized others for. but that nagging feeling of doing naught just picks at my conscience to an unexplainable point.
when i finished reading 'a child called it', i had to sit in a corner for awhile by myself. the child abuse that occurred within the pages just made me gag and i had to stop reading ever few pages to take some breathers. like how locke said, everyone's born with a tabula rasa and it's the experience that wears down the surface of the slate.
... ohmygod, ap euro's dominating my life.
i found myself to be in that situation a few weeks ago. you could call me a hypocrite because i did the same thing i just criticized others for. but that nagging feeling of doing naught just picks at my conscience to an unexplainable point.
when i finished reading 'a child called it', i had to sit in a corner for awhile by myself. the child abuse that occurred within the pages just made me gag and i had to stop reading ever few pages to take some breathers. like how locke said, everyone's born with a tabula rasa and it's the experience that wears down the surface of the slate.
... ohmygod, ap euro's dominating my life.
20100118
competition
i really dont get the point in me making a tumblr when i have a perfectly fine blog. why yes tumblr comes with new layouts and such but i find that you cant comment. which is total bs.
i was reading past posts and i find out that i think deeper whenever im on my blog rather than tumblr. it doesnt make sense sometimes but it shows more depth. indeed.
i will always love blogspot more than tumblr.
&&&&&& i am muy excited for my church's winter retreat. yayayyy!
i was reading past posts and i find out that i think deeper whenever im on my blog rather than tumblr. it doesnt make sense sometimes but it shows more depth. indeed.
i will always love blogspot more than tumblr.
&&&&&& i am muy excited for my church's winter retreat. yayayyy!
love and war
"Since when did love have a specific time it had to develop by? So if you guys are in love, just because you met recently, you can’t be together? What a load of nonsense you young kids are bringing to me. I may be old, but I still know a thing or two about love.” Suddenly, the driver pulled over to the side and turned on the light in the car. “You two listen to me carefully.” The driver said without turning around. “Never base your love on time. Love doesn’t equal time. Time doesn’t equal love. You know why? Because time is predictable; love is not. So if you guys can look at each other straight in the eye and tell each other that it’s not love, then you shouldn’t be together. But if you guys look at each other and say it’s too soon, that’s a load of crap. Be honest with each other, and stop trying to lie to your own heart."
the time of our lives
aint the weather just lovely these days. raining, no pelting, then behold -- the sun graces the day with his orange and yellow rays to dry to wet earth. i wish that the rain continued.
god i need more time to study for my finals.
i dont care about english, korean, pe, or math -- its all about chem and ap euro. gotta raise those grades up and try to pass the first semester. especially ap euro.
i was taking a trip down memory lane in this blog and i cannot believe that i actually thought that breaking dawn was "fantastic" book. shit what was running through my mind when i was writing that post? ugh. ugh. ughhhhhh, harry potter ftw.
two dates to memorize :
november 2010 - part one
july 2011 - part two
harry potter and the deathly hallows, here i come.
god i need more time to study for my finals.
i dont care about english, korean, pe, or math -- its all about chem and ap euro. gotta raise those grades up and try to pass the first semester. especially ap euro.
i was taking a trip down memory lane in this blog and i cannot believe that i actually thought that breaking dawn was "fantastic" book. shit what was running through my mind when i was writing that post? ugh. ugh. ughhhhhh, harry potter ftw.
two dates to memorize :
november 2010 - part one
july 2011 - part two
harry potter and the deathly hallows, here i come.
20100106
Rules of Being Human - West Hartford Psychology
You will receive a body. You may like it or hate it, but it will be yours for as long as you live. How you take care of it or fail to take care of it can make an enormous difference in the quality of your life.
You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called Life. Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know. The lessons presented are often completely different from those you think you need.
There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. Maybe more.
A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and ultimately your behavior) then you can go on to the next lesson.
Learning lessons does not end. There is no stage of life that does not contain some lessons. As long as you live there will be something more to learn.
“There” is no better than “here”. When your “there” has become a “here” you will simply discover another “there” that will again look better than your “here.” Don’t be fooled by believing that the unattainable is better than what you have.
Others are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself. When tempted to criticize others, ask yourself why you feel so strongly.
What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you create with those tools and resources is up to you. Remember that through desire, goal setting and unflagging effort you can have anything you want. Persistence is the key to success.
The answers lie inside of you. The solutions to all of life’s problems lie within your grasp. All you need to do is ask, look, listen and trust yourself.
i think this will become my guide towards living the life.
You will learn lessons. You are enrolled in a full-time, informal school called Life. Each day, you will be presented with opportunities to learn what you need to know. The lessons presented are often completely different from those you think you need.
There are no mistakes, only lessons. Growth is a process of trial, error and experimentation. You can learn as much from failure as you can from success. Maybe more.
A lesson is repeated until it is learned. A lesson will be presented to you in various forms until you have learned it. When you have learned it (as evidenced by a change in your attitude and ultimately your behavior) then you can go on to the next lesson.
Learning lessons does not end. There is no stage of life that does not contain some lessons. As long as you live there will be something more to learn.
“There” is no better than “here”. When your “there” has become a “here” you will simply discover another “there” that will again look better than your “here.” Don’t be fooled by believing that the unattainable is better than what you have.
Others are merely mirrors of you. You cannot love or hate something about another person unless it reflects something you love or hate about yourself. When tempted to criticize others, ask yourself why you feel so strongly.
What you make of your life is up to you. You have all the tools and resources you need. What you create with those tools and resources is up to you. Remember that through desire, goal setting and unflagging effort you can have anything you want. Persistence is the key to success.
The answers lie inside of you. The solutions to all of life’s problems lie within your grasp. All you need to do is ask, look, listen and trust yourself.
i think this will become my guide towards living the life.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
