the boyfriend list.

1. ____________.
2. jang geun suk.
3. top from big bang.

oh the wonderful, vain fantasies of a teenage girl.

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i've a play date next saturday. hmm, and my concert's next friday. well, isn't my schedule packed from dress rehearsals, the concert, and the actual play date. well. if you look at it, it's not really packed. whatever.

lately, i've found out that i've been easily persuaded. oh shit! that isn't good. will i be like this 30 years from now? hopefully not. maybe i'll speak for myself. soon.

summer's in the air. yeeeeeee ---

immature.

am i really immature? i don't think so. well, thats my own opinion. sometimes i wish that i can watch myself for a whole day. in someone else's point of view, i'd want to watch myself react to different aspects, yell obscenities under my breath, and just how i live through the day. if i could get to do that, maybe i'll get a clearer thought of myself. see my true self? hopefully, intentionally.



the many phases of cathleen.

obsessive complusive disorder

also know as OCD. mine's kicking in right now. the urge to perfect every little detail is overcoming my senses. but i don't give a damn whether i might go crazy trying to resist the benefits of OCD.

yeah that's sarcasm.

♫ 우산 feat. 윤하 - 에픽하이
translation:
umbrella feat. younha - epik high.

i highly recommend that song to listen to, for it sends waves of depression coursing in your bloodstream, but it makes you think about the delusional ideas that you've locked up for a long time.

it did for me.




i need to buy that album.