eulogy - hgih praise in speech or writing

Occupation: Student
Current Mood: Stuffed.
Current Thoughts:

i am currently whirling down a spiral of emotions. mixed emotions? i dont know. tears were shed yesterday at my expense and i felt like alice of wonderland. a giant girl pouring out her thoughts to no one, just to a pale blue wall. and also, the conflicts of being the middle child added the salt to my wound, a stinging sensation.

life is bleak at the moment. i happened to notice that today when a senior kid got rejected to prom by a sophomore girl. maybe thats foreshadowing something, maybe not. i dont care now.

now adding to the bleak life are cruel, pathetic, and a lame crock of shit.

dried flower scents permeate the world, their crackling petals fluttering in the dry wind. the sun shines hotly onto the earth below and all of its inhabitants. maybe someday everything will be in reverse order. the guys go through the pain of liking the opposite sex and mother nature visits monthly with her gifts of womanhood. like i said, maybe, maybe not.

everyone thinks that they can control me. this one girl thinks that she can do any shit that she wants to me by taking away whats she's "doing" for me. oh god no. and then she gives me that look, that fucking sneer that i want to bitchslap off her fucking face. how she rolls her eyes at whatever i say.

maybe i'll set her straight.

maybe, maybe not. but there's a big possibility that i will.

you'd best keep your wits with you.

When you're young, everything seems like the end of the world. But it's not, it's just the beginning.

We live a small world. Society continues to intertwining our paths together, and some paths are completely different from our own comfortable zone. Thus causing us to flop around like awkward fishes out of the water, dying for a familiar face, a familiar characteristic to set us straight.

Ignorance's bliss is a bliss --- of short time.