Korea lost to Japan. Heh, whatever. We whooped their butts during Olympics AND there's World Cup next year!
Let the games begin.
Recently, I've realized that I'm doing all this crap for a GUY. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic. I have to stop doing this. I need to pause this and quit this facade I'm putting on just for him. This tells me about my character so much, and I don't like what I'm seeing in myself and my actions. To think that I've been doing this for the past three months, four months? Wow. And I feel that this is all going to waste. I need to start afresh, a whole new leaf.
I need to start living my life.
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I lost my voice
last night during karaoke. It was so fun seriously. None of us got raped, thankfully.
I like it when my voice is gone. I become Yoobin from WG. (=
The feeling of summer has arrived.
Anyone want to go to sixflags with me?
I like it when my voice is gone. I become Yoobin from WG. (=
The feeling of summer has arrived.
Anyone want to go to sixflags with me?
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A boat beneath a sunny sky
Lingering onward dreamily
In an evening of July--
Children three that nestle near,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Pleased a simple tale to hear--
Long has paled that sunny sky:
Echoes fade and memories die.
Autumn frosts have slain July.
Still she haunts me, phantomwise,
Alice moving under skies
Never seen by waking eyes.
Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.
In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:
Ever drifting down the stream--
Lingering in the golden gleam--
Life, what is it but a dream?
This made me think. It also brought back waves of childhood memories, basking in the golden hot sun of the afternoons. The great expectations of everyone to anyone. We all are easily influenced by the crowd of people we associate with and especially society. You are disapproved when you step out of the line by trying to live the life, and whispers of peculiar or even queer rotate around the community that you live in. Yet, they tell you to act different. It's a complicated world that they live in. We know that this will happen, and yet we continue on taking these actions.
Life, what is it but a dream?
In an evening of July--
Children three that nestle near,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Pleased a simple tale to hear--
Long has paled that sunny sky:
Echoes fade and memories die.
Autumn frosts have slain July.
Still she haunts me, phantomwise,
Alice moving under skies
Never seen by waking eyes.
Children yet, the tale to hear,
Eager eye and willing ear,
Lovingly shall nestle near.
In a Wonderland they lie,
Dreaming as the days go by,
Dreaming as the summers die:
Ever drifting down the stream--
Lingering in the golden gleam--
Life, what is it but a dream?
This made me think. It also brought back waves of childhood memories, basking in the golden hot sun of the afternoons. The great expectations of everyone to anyone. We all are easily influenced by the crowd of people we associate with and especially society. You are disapproved when you step out of the line by trying to live the life, and whispers of peculiar or even queer rotate around the community that you live in. Yet, they tell you to act different. It's a complicated world that they live in. We know that this will happen, and yet we continue on taking these actions.
Life, what is it but a dream?
Observations
I noticed that TOP from Big Bang "kissed" every guy except for Taeyang. On Big Bang Virus was Seungri, Coffee Bangs Five was GDragon, and Big Bang Over Flowers was Daesung.
You're next Taeyang.
The feelings of jealousy comes along with a package of depression. I noticed that during lunch today. I have a habit of rinsing my hands with cold water whenever depression hits me like a rock, so I had many trips to the girl's bathroom. By the time the bell rang for fifth period, my hands were undergoing the process of osmosis. Or something like that.
Pathetic, right?
You're next Taeyang.
The feelings of jealousy comes along with a package of depression. I noticed that during lunch today. I have a habit of rinsing my hands with cold water whenever depression hits me like a rock, so I had many trips to the girl's bathroom. By the time the bell rang for fifth period, my hands were undergoing the process of osmosis. Or something like that.
Pathetic, right?
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Imitation
is the best form of flattery says Charles Caleb Colton.
When you become angry, the colors of the world elapse into black and red, and all that you see are what causes your anger to flare even higher.
Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you want to yell.
Or sometimes you want to kill someone.
I believe that we all were in these situations once in our lifetime. ... Well, I was. These days, I'm becoming more of a bitch and I don't know why. My period started and ended, and I've yet to become calm. I think that there's something wrong with my mind.
On Saturday, I was watching NigaHiga on YouTube.
He's hilarious. (:
When you become angry, the colors of the world elapse into black and red, and all that you see are what causes your anger to flare even higher.
Sometimes you want to cry. Sometimes you want to yell.
Or sometimes you want to kill someone.
I believe that we all were in these situations once in our lifetime. ... Well, I was. These days, I'm becoming more of a bitch and I don't know why. My period started and ended, and I've yet to become calm. I think that there's something wrong with my mind.
On Saturday, I was watching NigaHiga on YouTube.
He's hilarious. (:
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