i might have mentioned this on an earlier post but i have to repeat it so the meaning can be forever etched into my brain.
i realized that im the type of person who would follow others. its like im always using training wheels on the daily route i call my life and that bothers me. i can never cook up an original idea and elaborate on it unless i picked the idea from another person. & that is basically called plagiarizing.
i also noticed that my brain's rotting away. these days i've received more brain farts then ever and i can never seem to find that word thats on the tip of my tongue. and when i do remember that word, it's like five minutes later.
& PROCRASTINATION. because of that unwelcoming trait that seems to be dominating over my body lately, i find myself behind on outlining history chapters and a mountain of hagwon homework packets to finish before saturday hits. which is in a day. oh my my my, fml. of course i effing deserve it, it was a stupid decision that i decided to make, but its still a decision nevertheless. sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh.
on the bright side, i've been writing nonstop today. i've written over five chapters for over three different fictions, which is a good improvement because i've been suffering writer's block lately.
it's christmas eve everyone. & im obliged to go to mass (or service for you christians) and another mass tomorrow. & yes yes, im a catholic. whoopeeedoooo.
have a merry one.
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