get on with your life

i'm pretty sure that it's time for me to move on from this useless attraction that i won't get anything out of, just unwanted pain and misery. i hate it how we girls are more dependent, we need more time to move on, and yet, when we think that we've moved on, we're just lying to our selves to hid the plain truth. we shower ourselves with excuses, excuses, excuses --- and those excuses aren't excuses anymore when we see the guy of the moment in the hands of another girl. we smile and cower behind a mask, create a facade to fool others and yet

we will never fool ourselves.