Sigh

Korea lost to Japan. Heh, whatever. We whooped their butts during Olympics AND there's World Cup next year!

Let the games begin.

Recently, I've realized that I'm doing all this crap for a GUY. Pathetic, pathetic, pathetic. I have to stop doing this. I need to pause this and quit this facade I'm putting on just for him. This tells me about my character so much, and I don't like what I'm seeing in myself and my actions. To think that I've been doing this for the past three months, four months? Wow. And I feel that this is all going to waste. I need to start afresh, a whole new leaf.

I need to start living my life.